SLEEP SLEEP PLAY PLAY (8

micro econs

2010-04-30T12:41:00.001-07:00

i need to memorize micro econs........... :(

18th birthday

2010-04-22T22:29:00.000-07:00

finally i'm 18 this year, ain't nothing much to celebrate cause there ain't. maybe at 21..

just trying to get somewhere.. still.. with each step i take, i feel that i carry more hope subconsciously, even though i tell myself in the head to not bother too much about the practical results now.

but what's more important now is that i try to get the best grades i can for my diploma course in SIM. school will officially end on the 30th sept later this year. and after that, i'll be donning that green suit with my trusty "wife" in my hands.

just hope being 18 years old will provide me with more insights.

YOG

2010-01-10T08:46:00.001-08:00

Pray and hope i can get something out of my song submission for YOG'10..

wonder

2010-01-03T07:44:00.000-08:00

i wonder if anyone actually reads this..

Its funny how a person can feel from fine to not fine within a split second.

there's no gradual buildup nor any notification.

talking about 2009 being tough.. i think 2010 is gonna be a killer..

mentally, physically and spiritually..

I need to focus on my goals even clearer now..

no matter how tired i might get, i need to push on..

and i need to make the right choices, but this really leads me to think at times whether i made the right one from the start in the first place..

Ironic..

I think one thing which i learned from 2009, which i feel is the most impt lesson..

and that is that you shouldn't rely on anyone but yourself..

time is what i need, but patience is not a virtue of mine..

and funny how working hard on my part involves me, having to sing to myself, or be in front of the computer most of the time..

maybe i just wished i wasn't alone..

me = no life?

ha... i think i have much more serious problems than that right now..

bye

resolutions

2009-12-30T11:48:00.001-08:00

2010;

Work out

Compose more

Study well

upgrade again?

2009-11-30T09:51:00.000-08:00

omg thoughts have been flowing into my head again. all involving $$$..

thinking of upgrading my midi-controller keyboard.. need something which is has more functions like a proper pitch wheel for :-* sake and it did be cool if it had some knobs and for real time mixing. :OOOOOO

Gone through a few scenarios and its either i buy this gearbox which is supposedly a "smart" gearbox, allowing real time mixing. about $200?

OR...

Buy a new midi-controller! ((:

but definitely need at least 1k since the next keyboard im buying is definitely gonna be a better one.

So in any case.. need to save money as usual.. omg still saving to pay for my speakers -.-

Almost there! short 300! if nothing goes wrong, eoy will be cleared!

BUT THINGS ALWAYS GO WRONG LOL

okay why am i typing so much crap, dont think anyone really cares anyway. i know, for myself to read.

Been listening to too much "Wasted" by GUCCI MANE.

feel like getting wasted..

red wine anyone?

AND last thing of all, i took out my sis's digital drum pad today to attempt to connect it to my iMac for usage/fun/prac. AND IT WORKS!! lol

so maybe now can ask my sis to help me track my drums since she's supposedly been learning how to play at yamaha lol.

update

2009-11-25T07:58:00.001-08:00

shit haven't been updating arghh..

okay exams starting tmr, buss comm.. hate it seriously-.-

its like english REVISED thats all..

well, gotta finish up reading accounting and b-stats too over the course of the next erm.. 1week? if i have that long lol

thinking of getting a job for the 1mth dec holis..

but what can i do.. lol

thought of working in an APPLE shop (:

p/s

Just enjoying 方大同‘s songs right now *thumbs up*

spotcheck

2009-11-16T07:51:00.000-08:00

just a random thought..

completed songs - 16 18+ i think..

half completed/previews/short snippets - i have no idea lol delete here delete there

supposed figure by aug next year. 40+ completed

/on a side note

britney spears is fortunate she still can get ALL the good songs she can get her hands on all these years

alibarnaba

2009-11-15T10:05:00.001-08:00

ali-bar-na-ba

bananananannanan

O

2009-11-02T11:22:00.000-08:00

as much as i admire omarion and his attitude of taking control in his career..

i feel that his up and coming album ain't really gonna be THAT big a hit..

i listened to a few of his songs for the albums on youtube and i think i only like 1 song..??

the rest hasn't really caught my attention or grew on me yet..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd30tKNm3cU

But still good to be able to hear his new songs!

hopefully his hit single and the MV for it will be off the charts!

PRESS LINKY!

and try not to close if u hate r&b hip hop (:

future of hip hop

2009-10-29T12:09:00.000-07:00

are skinnies the future of hip hop?

motivation

2009-10-24T12:42:00.000-07:00

i need to work fucking harder..

Im not working as hard as i should be..

someone please help me

on a side note, Rick Ross is actually quite good.

data plan

2009-10-13T04:29:00.000-07:00

great.. im pretty sure i just clocked over $20 worth of data streaming.. cause my data plan was the wrong one.. 1cent per kb and my usage was about 2 - 3 MB.. chio...

so i had to call up starhub and i changed mine to maxmobile value!

cap my ass off for all i care now..

shacked

2009-10-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

tired.. tired.. restless..

feels to me like life is just -.- again.. perhaps cause i aint making any positive improvement or something..

damn damn damn..

eminem is why i like rap

2009-09-30T09:04:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOrFTfqmEHg&NR=1

this is why Eminem is the first and only rapper I will ever love.

Drake, Kanye and the rest I do like too but Eminem is the SHITZXZXZ still.

yanshou

2009-09-27T12:34:00.001-07:00

i just realised yanshou is only roughly a week away and im still short on lyrics for the song which im singing.. chio...

go marcus go

upgrade

2009-09-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

finally upgraded my stuff.. been talking about it for ages but never really got the capital to do it..

of course.. done everything in credit.. well about 2/3 of the cost..

gotta pay my butt off now.

realised im not cut out to be a technician lol

and that my right channel output is louder than my left.. wtf is that man

update

2009-09-24T12:34:00.001-07:00

hmm.. haven't been updating as much as i should be!

okay.. sch is gonna start in like 5days? hohoho..

hopefully i can finish reading wt's book by then! lol i still have yet to start on the 2nd edition wt.

px is going to brunei for 3 weeks. he's gonna be a MAN there (: LOL

i'm determind to write a ballad song.. yes i am determind! but that doesn't mean i can come up with a presentable tune lol

huan liang laoshi asked me to use only piano + drums for my subsequent demos. omg can die lol

but plain ain't bad, if done correctly lolol

need to start sleeping early manzxzxz.. dont know why lately keep having bloodshot eyes -.-

so i went to google the problem, trying to see whether lack of rest was under one of the causes but all i get were infections infections and infections. urgh.

BYE,

hopefully sat nothing goes wrong, time for upgrade

and im thinking of selling my ps2.. should i..? no use for it already.. got better things to do with my time.. any grabbers? (:

exchange

2009-09-21T08:29:00.001-07:00

so.. i went back to the shop with the 28 dollars cable and told them it couldnt work.

fortunately, they were kind enough to let me exchange for 28dollars worth of products.

so i went on a mini shopping spree lol. and i actually bought myself a nice purple velvet iphone cover (:

anw, been tossing an idea around in my mind for awhile.. lol..

hypothesizing to myself if it would actually work lolol

never buy unknown cheaper products EVER AGAIN

2009-09-20T12:53:00.000-07:00

there's a reason why i always stood by the notion that branded products regardless of what they are (bag, shoes, electronics) are always safer and better AND IM BLOODY RIGHT.

30 DOLLARS GONE LIKE THAT, wtf am i suppose to do with a cable that doesn't work?!

-.-

midi cable

2009-09-19T12:21:00.001-07:00

midi cable why wont u work?!

revamping 2nd edition

2009-09-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

muahahhahhahahaha (:

i am determined to revamp my workplace a.k.a my imac corner..

~~gonna get a table and place it at where my current 88keys keyboard. (i think its 88keys lol)~~

~~then gonna move my keyboard 90degress..~~

CHANGE OF PLANS

my BED will instead go to where my current keyboard is, horizontal against the wall.. i will sleep facing my covered mirror lol. mirror in the front and at the back. chio

table will go horizontal against my windows.. maybe can get more ideas cause got more energy lolol keys will go up against the adjacent wall.

so yes.. cramped "adore myself at mirror" space..

but nvm, work space more impt than that space.. FOR NOW...

i realised that i got alot of shit at home that can be utilized for my own use cause NO ONE IS USING IT AND ITS JSUT COLLECTING DUST..

AND IM GONNA MAKE A TRIP TO CASH CONVERTERS ONE DAY!! MARK MY WORDS LOLOL

after bring out my imac + speakers + midi controller + etc etc,

gonna buy a midi cable.. gotta source for cheap and good one.. hopefully below 20

GONNA BLOODY MAKE FUCKING USE OF MY BIG BIG KEYBOARD CAUSE OF THE BLOODY SUSTAIN PEDAL LOL (and i did pay bloody 700 for it in the past okay)

u have no idea how sustain can affect the quality of the sound from a piano

then im gonna order this cable from apple store and enhance my music making experience.

how?

(: (: (: (:

u will know soon

after ALL THAT.. which i calculated to be under $100..

hopefully i can save enough to get a GOOD OFFICE CHAIR.

i think right honestly, i broken 2 chairs since the start of the year..?

or actually 3.. LOL

plastic sucks seriously...

good big comfy chair = can relax = good = desired = not cheap also = 100+++++++

hohohoho

2nd hand all the way? lolol

okay gonna tell my dad about it and undergo the plan..!!

hopefully get it done by this weekend or next week.

(oh yes.. still need snow leopard)

/edit

btw, I REALLY WANT TO KILL MYSELF FOR NOT BUYING MY EXTERNAL HARD DRIVE AT COMEX.. I COULD GET 500GB for what i bought with only 320GB?!?!?!

external hd

2009-09-06T10:50:00.000-07:00

checklist:

1)get myself an external HD to backup my impt shit (already felt the pain of losing one of my songs to eternity)

2)upgrade my OS to SNOW LEOPARD

3)start on the 2nd part of the storybook i need to read finish

4)sell a song quick.. -.-

decided to only buy my music equipments and softwares with money that i make from music itself, if i ever do make any money.. seems to make more sense this way.. bye

4 minutes

2009-09-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

just continued on my music report work lol 3 more decades to go!

anw i was like filing my statements and documents and i saw the trainee paper, read it and i saw the "student's attendance for all lessons is compulsory". Ooops lolol

cause i skipped last week both lessons due to exam plus was rushing song

4 minutes 4 minutes 4 minutes!

seriously, i think their songs is better than 2ne1 lol

okay im gonna become a boyfan soon, bye

no more turning up vol

2009-09-05T12:00:00.001-07:00

just re-mixed & sorta mastered 难道.

i think i'm FINALLY starting to get the hang of how to mix better..

no more turning up of volumes just to hear my songs anymore (:

lololol

much more to learn still.. bye

thanks yahoo

2009-09-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

been youtubing as usual and just thought of listening to some chinese hip hop or rnb, since i've been sorta drowning myself with 4 minute's song "Muzik"
so anyway, just did a random search first and then i just though of listening to MC HOTDOG so i searched for one of his singles not long back "差不多先生“

of all the WEIRD chinese rap songs (we all know majority sounds weird lol even though we are chinese), this was one of the few songs that stuck in my head as being a really good rap song, after listening to it to satisfy myself lol, i just thought of giving his whole album for that single a listen and im glad i did!

i curse myself for being too.. how should i say.. judgemental on his music, cause i seriously dont like alot of his songs -.- lol
but i actually really like a few of his songs, its good.. suprisingly LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRc2r8CgW3s&feature=related

though american influence is strong but who's to blame (:

just wanna give him some free promotion! bye

/edit

oh yeah, wanted to say, when i listened to the china rap songs, i seriously didnt understand a fuck LOL i mean like half of the song i couldnt understand when the slightly cheemer words started to set in.
taiwan rap at least still can understand cause lyrics simpler lol no funny poetic thingy lol

by2 song

2009-09-03T13:12:00.000-07:00

hopefully my demo for by2 gets selected..
fingers crossed.. THIS MAY BE IT?!?!
okay hopes too high, bye, sleep till i 'song' finally tonight

/edit

sometimes really wished i had like unlimited equipments that i can play with
fcuk..

stay awake

2009-09-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

min sleep max output

another 2 more days..

Hip hop

2009-08-29T11:52:00.000-07:00

hmm... okay i know that not many people really care when I talk about music or maybe only a few.. but ANYWAYS..

suddenly just hit me that I should really be doing my fav genres more extensively..

hip hop r&b

but even though i love it, since young, doing it and being ABLE to do it is two VERY DIFFERENT things.. but i AM worried about the views of mixing chinese with this genre..

and i can't rap well(or at all lol) nor produce THAT great either..

need time to evolve..

then again.. slow song sells.. lol

okay im contradicting myself like hell as always for this

feel like a robot

2009-08-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. i'm feeling like a robot lately, devoid of feelings..
well, not literally but.. okay no idea what im saying..
point is, been spamming songs, melodies & lyrics that.. i'm feeling like a spam-bot..

didn't expect to hit this.. saturation point or maybe its a breakthrough point but whatever point it is (still left unseen),
didn't really think that i would hit it till like half way through the 12months.
it's only the 2nd month..

anw, been listening to alot of BOA and utada hikaru, their english songs, really impressed.
but knowing THIS type of music is still hard to market in ASIA, I just look at myself and wonder, what am I doing at times..?

I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY MPO !!
BYE

can't sign in msn

2009-08-26T08:23:00.001-07:00

why can't i sign into MSN...
arghhh

i don't know what to say about exams lol..
take it as it comes

need $

2009-08-25T10:18:00.001-07:00

i need a part time job...

electric planes

2009-08-24T08:59:00.001-07:00

imagine being in an ELECTRIC plane.. LOL

revamping

2009-08-22T09:29:00.000-07:00

just rewired plus rearrange my whole iMac plus Bose speakers set up..

decided that i shouldn't rely so much on my headphones to mix my music.. since it aint working out well lol

instead of studying for my exams.. i went to research for hours and hours and hours on how to mix & master better.. yes 99% (1%=new mac user LOL) of u guys must be wondering what the hell im talking, trust me, i haven't the 100% clue myself at times.. but i believe im getting the grasp of the basics better and better with each demo.. EQ FOR THE WIN lol

so now my nice sleek $300 BOSE speakers are centred nicely. 300 with discount btw (:

but still.. i want a proper set of monitor speakers!!

however.. they cost like 800 a pair easily.. 1k even.. and im talking about low end budgeted monitor speakers alr..

screw my room acoustics lol

okay yes this is very not entertaining, but my posts have been like that.. the last 100 i believe..

and then i still want logic pro -.-

and then i still need save for driving classes unless go private but i think school better!

800+700+2k?

hohohohoho

AND possibly a midi cable which add another 100..

and dont forget my cornrows!!! 80... per month, if the braids lasts that long

tell myself seriously need to cut down on food -.-

or i should say.. mid-end priced food lol

roti for the win!!

why the hell am i using FTW so much for this post.. -.-

okay bye

talked too much already

GOING TO DO MY MATH PAST EXAM PAPER!!

ballad

2009-08-19T23:30:00.001-07:00

i did my first "proper" ballad arrangement for beishan!! lol

quite happy to an extent since its a real big leap for me..

i will need to practice more in the future, should try writing a ballad song also

sigh may i

2009-08-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really hate my big ass mouth...

song for the guys

2009-08-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

i PROMISE i will write a song soon for all the guys in this world..

need to finish up my storybook asap..

너..

2009-08-11T01:16:00.000-07:00

너 원해..

olly birthday

2009-08-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

생일축하해 누나!

and all the best to those at China taking part in the PK-sai!

Hmm..

somehow i love the late nights..

but it'd be even better with u beside me

2 songs within a day

2009-08-09T11:42:00.000-07:00

wow... today is a very productive day unexpectedly.. though it took me more than 12 hours, im still very happy to say that i recorded FINISH two WHOLE songs today.. no procrastinating.

AND MIXED FINISHED TOO OKAY. means its the FINAL product.. more or less.. lolol

KENNY! THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN FOR U!!!

gonna post the lyrics even though im not suppose to okay!! LOLOL

HOPE U LIKE IT!

在你走之后

词曲：黄暐恩

看到你和他我的心就像刮了一大叉

眼泪突然流下回想起你当时所说的话

迷上你的声音

爱听你嘴硬

和那些无聊的冷笑话

想抱在你怀里

感受你的呼吸

像你对他所要的一样

为何我只懂得珍惜在你走之后

为何你对我的爱没像你所说的那么多

我哭红了双眼求着你别离去

但你却说能做朋友

想把自己灌醉希望能够入睡

把这一切给当成是梦

而有时候心里多么希望你跟我问候

但同时我也就是希望你不会这么做

仿佛叠完的纸心只需一点力就会被撕破（这就是我的心）

开心过着每一天就像什么事都没发生过（的确在伪装的）

每个角落我转进

都会有你的身影

为什么我就是摆脱不了你

I need YOU girl

2009-08-08T09:45:00.000-07:00

Baby please believe me when I you tell that I need you girl..

/edit

wow.. its not 'healthy' AT ALL.. to listen to Mario's "How Could You" & look at your photos..

im not giving up..

2009-08-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

Why do I feel hollow..
Can everyone STOP asking me to do the same damn thing..

Cause I'm not gonna

throat

2009-08-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

urghh throat is better today but still cant really sing without straining ALOT..

i feel -.-

no inspiration to write anything now..

/edit

I need to search for my soul

/edit no2

WOW
I JUST DID A BRAND NEW SONG WITHIN 2-3 HRS? LOL

be mine

2009-08-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

just what do i have to do..??
going crazy soon just by looking at ur photos..

/edit
omg..... wtf is going on lately with my family...?
how i wish that you were here beside me

are u even reading this..?

sick

2009-08-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

hohoho im sick LOL
anw i realised i got alot of shit still left undone?!!!!!! BEING SICK ISNT AS GOOD AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ACTUALLY LOL
and my throat omg lol can die..

BYE WORLD

yingting..

2009-07-31T04:35:00.001-07:00

I don't want to believe i'm wasting time..

But everything around me is making me feel that way..

why..?

why can't things be the way that we all wish it could be..?

Be Mine..

tired..

2009-07-30T08:42:00.001-07:00

tired... stress... wtf??

START WORKING OUT

2009-07-29T06:37:00.001-07:00

I should really start lifting my weights again and get some shape LOL

don't give up

2009-07-28T22:30:00.000-07:00

I'm not giving up just yet.. I won't let this beat me..

tired

2009-07-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

hmm... i actually feel tired omg lol im not superboy i know but why am i so weak...?!!
cant i survive on like 6hrs of sleep each day? i dont want to waste my life sleeping..
practically fighting my eyelids the moment my "momentum" slows..
still have loads to do and im just.. urghhh..
and i just realised its the 4th week of SIM already.. fast shit lolol

/edit
no clue what im doing sometimes..

mum birthday

2009-07-25T10:31:00.001-07:00

sigh.. whenever i hear stories about the generations before us, it somehow never fails to sadden me. today hear a story about my mum, about her when she was a child.. and then thinking back about what my dad used to tell me about this particular event in his childhood days..

i guess the saying is really true..

Past events are the things that shapes a person..

really feel fortunate to be born in this generation.. and not 40 years ago..

where theres no TV no COMPUTER no PHONE.. for the regular average household..

not to mention the poor households.. which pretty much made up the majority of the population.. okay..

SHE submission

2009-07-24T09:35:00.000-07:00

fingers crossed! hopefully SHE song can have any remote chance of getting picked LOL

targeting now to sell my first song by my 18th birthday.. hopefully i can make it..

and many rumors are just flying across the room in all directions.. Lol

trying to see and hear no evil right now..

maybe its the 3rd strike..

2009-07-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

okay.. i think i will pengsan soon in 2mths with my current routine. i need a bloody sleep in day..

thinking of going to TC instead of expo already.. its far..

i need many many backup songs now..

monday it all begins...

/edit

please take care of urself &..

just do ur best for ur test tmr..

im very worried about u okayyyyyyy

tired

2009-07-22T05:37:00.001-07:00

lol finally written the bridge for "i don't need you".. now just need to record the full demo and off it goes to another part of the world LOL hopefully everything will be done by friday..

next is thai song project.. got the lyrics alr.. need to record and tweak the melody alittle if i can think of anything to tweak lolol

nap nap nap nap nap

OB meeting..

2009-07-21T11:29:00.000-07:00

okay.. my life is definitely gonna change to some extent after this week.. i need to focus on what's impt and what's not.. need to stop procrastinating.. it all seems so quick sometimes, even a little scary.. cause i can't really seem to get my feet on the ground at times.. too many bloody datelines to meet.. hopefully this will just be a phase for now..

in the end, it might be all for nothing too.. lolol.. that will be interesting..

happy birthday giraffe

2009-07-20T10:12:00.000-07:00

okay i didnt go to sch again today.. cannot cannot must start to change my routine now that VS concert is over.. but seriously, last 2 weeks really damn effing tired? can't just cut me ALITTLE slack.. nvm.. guess the world is like that..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRAFFE

hoped u had fun sweating HAHAHAHAH

VS CONCERT

2009-07-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

it has all finally come to an end.. and the only thing i would say is that, like all other things, it felt so long but ended so quickly.. 3-4months of classes and knowing friends with different type of music interests has really opened up a new perception of music to me..

now, perhaps, i just wanna focus on more composing but if there is an opportunity to train to be a performer.. i would definitely still give it a shot..

but its not the end! still loads of stuffs to do lolol

and this is just the beginning only..

LINK TO DL ME AND EUGENE'S PERFORMANCE VIDEO

http://www.yousendit.com/download/Y1RyRFFha0R3TGhMWEE9PQ

why i love rnb

2009-07-18T05:02:00.001-07:00

this is why i love rnb

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vo85qvzg6Fo

i really could use a nap..

/edit

and my NS letter came in today... chiooooooooo worzxzxz

article found

2009-07-17T11:38:00.000-07:00

FINALLY I FOUND AN ARTICLE FOR MY ASSIGNMENT!! hopefully can chiong finish by thurs dateline..

and received an email today from junyang laoshi, another project... omg need to rush alot of shitzxzxzx lolol

but who knows... must keep my hopes up with every song i send in now.. never know which one might actually sell.. lol

otherwise.. what have i been doing all these way..

i should be sleeping lol nights

AND I NEVER BATHE LOL

final yanshou

2009-07-16T11:07:00.000-07:00

okay final yanshou today.. so now just rehearsing once more with eugene tmr and sat will be relax day.. sunday will be the day!! been rehearsing for a month alr.. lol hopefully all goes well, and might be performing at singapore flyer too. and hopefully esplanade? LOL

okay we shall see what happens, MARK THIS POST

ops

2009-07-14T21:01:00.001-07:00

oops i overslept "unintentionally".. again (:

LOL

all thanks to this thing called www.meetoto.com introduced by wendy, after which i called regina to come online also and terenze came along and wow, all hell broke lose HAHAHAHAH

tired

2009-07-14T10:07:00.001-07:00

tired man.......................... girl....... w/e...............

new record

2009-07-13T09:54:00.001-07:00

wow i set a new record today man..

shortest time ever need to go to sch.. 20mins!! LOL

10mins for bathing brushing and changing

5mins to prep and run over to the other side of the road towards my sch

5mins for cab LOL

my sch starts at 9:30 and thats the time i woke up (:

normal = yt

2009-07-12T02:00:00.001-07:00

lol new definition of normal today is being made

normal = yt

get a blog -.- HAHAHAHHAHA

I SLEPT FOR 12hrs TODAY!!

TGIS

2009-07-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

THANK GOD ITS SUNDAY... I just want to sleep in for the whole afternoon but if but some alien reason that my body wakes up early in the morning.. then i will drag my ass to church..

black ring

2009-07-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

okay.. nearing the concert as each day passes by... eugene thought of a new addition to the current arrangement we have and i believe that it really changes the perf as a whole.. hopefully we prac somemore over the course of next week when he returns from malaysia and we can do well on 19th!

and i saw a guy with cornrolls today and his hair length is like shorter than mine?!! but maybe his fringe uber long or something lol

full dress

2009-07-09T10:53:00.001-07:00

i just hope i can wake up tmr for school.. LOL

3rd lecture and i ponned

2009-07-08T09:02:00.000-07:00

LOL I PONNED SCH TODAY HAHAHAHAH

damn tired.. so i just told myself fuck it and sleep..

75% attendance rate to pass so.. im still SAFE for now.. lol

but seriously was really tired.. havent had a good sleep for 3 days.. :(

keep going to OB to rehearse and check on performance details.. need to chiong more man..

i just hope nothing screws up or anything cause that will definitely suck.. a lot..

Pictures

2009-07-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

Some pictures to cheer the day up LOL

Resting during my examination item practice

Being retarded in my FIRST SIM math lecture class..

look at what i did, i was wondering why i cannot get the answer LOL

2nd day of school

2009-07-07T02:45:00.000-07:00

so much for saying that i wont sleep in lecture till AT LEAST 2 weeks..

i nearly fell asleep today LOLOL

couldn't help it, damn tired..

i feel like some kind of "busy" man now, having to keep running up and down..

maybe its a good thing that im occupied at the very least.. mark of progress ? lol

NEED TO GO AGAIN NOW BYE

/and i played arcade with JJ today!! lol ZY ask u come play u dont want

wow why cant i upload photos on blog .... -.-

french connection

2009-07-06T08:03:00.001-07:00

oh okay, my stomach is damn swirly now and i dont know why. URGH

today is another alien day as usual..

I HAD SCHOOL AT 9:30 HAHAHAHAHAH

and i went to the wrong class LOL

so after i finally found the right class, i sat down and listened to the lecture, seriously felt damn noob.

but math was teaching everything which i was learning just 6mths ago.. problem is.. i forgot alot of shit lol and had to keep refering to the formulae sheet, EH THEY PRINT OUT LIKE EVERY SINGLE FORMULAE LOLOL

so anw, it was pretty boring since they were just talking about algebra but it took me like freaking one hour before i "kai qiao"

had birthday lunch today too for AMANDA!!! happy erm... 15th! LOL

went to OB at night to record the group song and damn... super tiring on the throat..

i had to bloody geng the high note out, seriously screamed my way through

oh no

2009-07-05T01:36:00.000-07:00

holy crap im so freaking the screwed up man

i realised i can't even sing the chorus of this song in FULL VOICE

DIEEEEEE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdKxrz8tLM8

maybe its just that my throat aint feeling well

OMG NR 5

2009-07-04T11:57:00.000-07:00

okay... one thing u should really do when taking the Night Rider bus... MAKE SURE U ARE TAKING FROM THE RIGHT DIRECTION.. OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT I WAS...

i took from midpoint orchard stop but i have no idea why the bus went back to the FREAKING TERMINAL AT MARINA SQ....?!?!?!?!?

i rmb the bus going past orchard when i took it in the past from esplanade...

life's just too great..

back from full dress

2009-07-03T11:11:00.000-07:00

alright, just got scolding from boss of OB plus teachers. lol

kinda expected it since never really rehearsed well... now every weekday gotta go back till 19th of this month. chio...

well, now they sorta waked me up.. so i guess ill do well by 19th.. i better..

first full dress

2009-07-02T23:30:00.001-07:00

hopefully everything goes well for rehearsal later.. throat dont die please

headache

2009-07-02T07:59:00.001-07:00

my head is seriously killing me, like the veins are bursting inside of me or something

SIM workshop

2009-07-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

okay.. officially attended my FIRST lecture at SIM today.. was quite okay honestly speaking, i payed attention throughout lolol though i felt like dozing off at times cause it was so cold.

need to bring jacket from day one onwards.

/edit

grrrr... i really hate doing other genres which i don't like.. why can't i just stick to what i like..?????

no hugs

2009-06-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

NO HUGS !!! LOL U KNOW IM TALKING ABOUT U

today had first lesson at OB for composing.. Listened to huanliang laoshi talk, about music and some stuff related to the industry.. got a project already, which is pretty amazing i mean, its quite fast.. doing a song for a thai singer.. lolol

201th post

2009-06-29T22:08:00.000-07:00

okay i've just hit 201 post!

anw, wanna talk about airplanes for this post..

i've realised that a considerable amount of planes are constantly coming crashing down lately..

don't know if its cause the media never really wrote about it in the past which makes it seem that its happening a lot now. Mainly cause it makes no sense that we have more crashes now than in the past since we advance with technology.. planes are scary!

dedicated to MJ

2009-06-29T09:23:00.000-07:00

THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE ONE AND ONLY KING OF POP

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACPsfcsg4ZE&feature=related"/>

u will be missed.. regardless of all the scandals and controversy that has been going on through the decades, u gotta admit that he is ONE HELLA performer.

remember being mesmerized with the THRILLER laserdisk i had as a child..

why havent i ever seen a MJ concert live before

2009-06-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

I realised i already have one BIG regret in my life..

i will never ever be able to see MJ live

/edit

I HAVE TWO BIG REGRETS NOW.. >

SECOND ONE IS I SHOULD HAVE A FUCKING BACKUP AT ALL TIMES FOR MY SONGS OMG I WANT DIEEEEEEEEE

我要死

wa ai si

나 죽고 싶어

TIMEMACHINE I NEED YOUUUUU

I NEED $$$$

back pain

2009-06-28T10:35:00.001-07:00

u have no idea how sore and uncomfortable my back is now..

i think i sprained it but no idea how

just downing panadols to hopefully suppress it until i feel better

earpiece

2009-06-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

... ...

나 울고 싶어..

towards normal

2009-06-26T11:22:00.000-07:00

i need earpieces pronto..

and i think i need to go on a liangcha diet

rip MJ

2009-06-25T21:18:00.001-07:00

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON

I realised that i have done a lot of walking for the past 2 years and even more for the future years to come

old hair

2009-06-23T12:48:00.000-07:00

seriously, why didnt anyone told me my hair was pretty shit looking in secondary school..?

or maybe i just wasn't listening very well.. lol

EXCEPT FOR THE BANGS, I LIKE THE BANGS

winglish

2009-06-23T08:04:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYsz85Z9Ho4

MUST WATCH HAHAHHA DAMN LOL

phlegm

2009-06-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

i think im losing my voice a little lol

and omg school is starting

movie marathon

2009-06-21T10:04:00.001-07:00

wow i just watched i think like 7 movies today LOL

overslept

2009-06-20T20:20:00.001-07:00

eff man i bloody overslept..

hmmm im thinking of centre parting hair LOL

anw, i watch this french movie yesterday and its just simply unbelievable, cause that kind of love to me either exist in like 1 out of 10million people or it just doesnt exist at all.

honestly it took me awhile to absorb the whole show. but nonetheless!!!!!!!!!!!

"Love me if you dare"

voting

2009-06-19T09:09:00.001-07:00

mozilla to save the day LOLOL

EDIT MMO

2009-06-18T13:47:00.000-07:00

okay its 4:47am now and im going to sleep after i blog.

More or less laid the foundation of how the song will be performed, have a performance with eugene, singing his original "分岔口"!! Sung it during unplug but this time it will be a whole new different feel

okay most importantly,

VOTE FOR MIAORU

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VOTE FOR NUMBER 9 MIAORU!!

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P/s if i get any more additional pimples tmr, U KNOW WHYYYYYYYYYYYY

lost

2009-06-17T18:20:00.001-07:00

again i feel lost and confused in this world

maybe its the morning blues

edit/

its a done deal finally. another step forward. more things to learn asap

is that girl you

2009-06-17T03:27:00.001-07:00

yay finally completed a preview of a new song. lyrics only written till first chorus.

hmmm tmr will be going to haidie to prac prac song with eugeneeeeeeee and also will be... (:

hopefully there aint any hiccups

and im gonna have a hairband perma on my hair till i get cornrows LOL

contract soon

2009-06-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

finally got back into composing again lol

done with a song of mine, preview of it

havent been composing much for the last few weeks due to exam prep. but dont think will be able to do alot still since gotta prep for the concert too.

but once all this is over, theres still sch! guess life is gonna be switched to "normal" again for me or whatever u call it.

emo

2009-06-15T03:26:00.001-07:00

for some reason.. just starting to slip into this emo and lonely phase again. dont know why

gen

2009-06-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

YOUNG PEOPLE SHOULD TALK MORE TO OLDER PEOPLE OKAY.. NOT JUST ME LOL i know i always feel that we have totally different type of mindsets but i still feel that there are certain things we can learn from the older generation, and of course if they want to learn certain things from us, all the more welcomed.

this can range from experiences to even chores.

THE END TY

tired

2009-06-13T09:33:00.000-07:00

pretty tired today lolol

IM NOT AN AHPEK

socialising

2009-06-12T09:14:00.001-07:00

sia la lolol

i think im really becoming to a... err...

i dont know what word to describe lol

i mean its like.. i dont have any problem with talking to the elderly but i have no idea why i striked up a conversation with an elderly woman at the bus stop LOL

its like she asked me a qn about what time the bus service ended and i replied and we just talked

we were talking about "tanglin halt zhap lak lao"

u will only understand if u stayed at commonwealth/tanglin area lol

oovoo

2009-06-11T11:27:00.001-07:00

oovoo the new "IN" HAHAHAHA