The Next Step

Friday, July 31, 2009

I don't want to believe i'm wasting time..

But everything around me is making me feel that way..

why..?

why can't things be the way that we all wish it could be..?

Be Mine..

Hello
@ 4:35 AM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

tired... stress... wtf??

Hello
@ 8:42 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I should really start lifting my weights again and get some shape LOL

Hello
@ 6:37 AM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I'm not giving up just yet.. I won't let this beat me..

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@ 10:30 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

hmm... i actually feel tired omg lol im not superboy i know but why am i so weak...?!!
cant i survive on like 6hrs of sleep each day? i dont want to waste my life sleeping..
practically fighting my eyelids the moment my "momentum" slows..
still have loads to do and im just.. urghhh..
and i just realised its the 4th week of SIM already.. fast shit lolol

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no clue what im doing sometimes..

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@ 3:53 AM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

sigh.. whenever i hear stories about the generations before us, it somehow never fails to sadden me. today hear a story about my mum, about her when she was a child.. and then thinking back about what my dad used to tell me about this particular event in his childhood days..

i guess the saying is really true..

Past events are the things that shapes a person..

really feel fortunate to be born in this generation.. and not 40 years ago..

where theres no TV no COMPUTER no PHONE.. for the regular average household..

not to mention the poor households.. which pretty much made up the majority of the population.. okay..

Hello
@ 10:31 AM

Friday, July 24, 2009

fingers crossed! hopefully SHE song can have any remote chance of getting picked LOL

targeting now to sell my first song by my 18th birthday.. hopefully i can make it..

and many rumors are just flying across the room in all directions.. Lol

trying to see and hear no evil right now..

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@ 9:35 AM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

okay.. i think i will pengsan soon in 2mths with my current routine. i need a bloody sleep in day..

thinking of going to TC instead of expo already.. its far..

i need many many backup songs now..

monday it all begins...

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please take care of urself &..

just do ur best for ur test tmr..

im very worried about u okayyyyyyy

Hello
@ 6:56 AM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

lol finally written the bridge for "i don't need you".. now just need to record the full demo and off it goes to another part of the world LOL hopefully everything will be done by friday..

next is thai song project.. got the lyrics alr.. need to record and tweak the melody alittle if i can think of anything to tweak lolol

nap nap nap nap nap

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@ 5:37 AM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

okay.. my life is definitely gonna change to some extent after this week.. i need to focus on what's impt and what's not.. need to stop procrastinating.. it all seems so quick sometimes, even a little scary.. cause i can't really seem to get my feet on the ground at times.. too many bloody datelines to meet.. hopefully this will just be a phase for now..

in the end, it might be all for nothing too.. lolol.. that will be interesting..

Hello
@ 11:29 AM

Monday, July 20, 2009

okay i didnt go to sch again today.. cannot cannot must start to change my routine now that VS concert is over.. but seriously, last 2 weeks really damn effing tired? can't just cut me ALITTLE slack.. nvm.. guess the world is like that..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRAFFE

hoped u had fun sweating HAHAHAHAH

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@ 10:12 AM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

it has all finally come to an end.. and the only thing i would say is that, like all other things, it felt so long but ended so quickly.. 3-4months of classes and knowing friends with different type of music interests has really opened up a new perception of music to me..

now, perhaps, i just wanna focus on more composing but if there is an opportunity to train to be a performer.. i would definitely still give it a shot..

but its not the end! still loads of stuffs to do lolol

and this is just the beginning only..

LINK TO DL ME AND EUGENE'S PERFORMANCE VIDEO

http://www.yousendit.com/download/Y1RyRFFha0R3TGhMWEE9PQ

Hello
@ 8:31 AM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

this is why i love rnb

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vo85qvzg6Fo

i really could use a nap..

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and my NS letter came in today... chiooooooooo worzxzxz

Hello
@ 5:02 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

FINALLY I FOUND AN ARTICLE FOR MY ASSIGNMENT!! hopefully can chiong finish by thurs dateline..

and received an email today from junyang laoshi, another project... omg need to rush alot of shitzxzxzx lolol

but who knows... must keep my hopes up with every song i send in now.. never know which one might actually sell.. lol

otherwise.. what have i been doing all these way..

i should be sleeping lol nights

AND I NEVER BATHE LOL

Hello
@ 11:38 AM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

okay final yanshou today.. so now just rehearsing once more with eugene tmr and sat will be relax day.. sunday will be the day!! been rehearsing for a month alr.. lol hopefully all goes well, and might be performing at singapore flyer too. and hopefully esplanade? LOL

okay we shall see what happens, MARK THIS POST

Hello
@ 11:07 AM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

oops i overslept "unintentionally".. again (:

LOL

all thanks to this thing called www.meetoto.com introduced by wendy, after which i called regina to come online also and terenze came along and wow, all hell broke lose HAHAHAHAH

Hello
@ 9:01 PM

tired man.......................... girl....... w/e...............

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@ 10:07 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009

wow i set a new record today man..

shortest time ever need to go to sch.. 20mins!! LOL

10mins for bathing brushing and changing

5mins to prep and run over to the other side of the road towards my sch

5mins for cab LOL

my sch starts at 9:30 and thats the time i woke up (:

Hello
@ 9:54 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

lol new definition of normal today is being made

normal = yt

get a blog -.- HAHAHAHHAHA

I SLEPT FOR 12hrs TODAY!!

Hello
@ 2:00 AM

Saturday, July 11, 2009

THANK GOD ITS SUNDAY... I just want to sleep in for the whole afternoon but if but some alien reason that my body wakes up early in the morning.. then i will drag my ass to church..

Hello
@ 5:15 AM

Friday, July 10, 2009

okay.. nearing the concert as each day passes by... eugene thought of a new addition to the current arrangement we have and i believe that it really changes the perf as a whole.. hopefully we prac somemore over the course of next week when he returns from malaysia and we can do well on 19th!

and i saw a guy with cornrolls today and his hair length is like shorter than mine?!! but maybe his fringe uber long or something lol

Hello
@ 8:34 AM

Thursday, July 9, 2009

i just hope i can wake up tmr for school.. LOL

Hello
@ 10:53 AM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

LOL I PONNED SCH TODAY HAHAHAHAH

damn tired.. so i just told myself fuck it and sleep..

75% attendance rate to pass so.. im still SAFE for now.. lol

but seriously was really tired.. havent had a good sleep for 3 days.. :(

keep going to OB to rehearse and check on performance details.. need to chiong more man..

i just hope nothing screws up or anything cause that will definitely suck.. a lot..

Hello
@ 9:02 AM

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Some pictures to cheer the day up LOL

Resting during my examination item practice

Being retarded in my FIRST SIM math lecture class..

look at what i did, i was wondering why i cannot get the answer LOL

Hello
@ 9:49 AM

so much for saying that i wont sleep in lecture till AT LEAST 2 weeks..

i nearly fell asleep today LOLOL

couldn't help it, damn tired..

i feel like some kind of "busy" man now, having to keep running up and down..

maybe its a good thing that im occupied at the very least.. mark of progress ? lol

NEED TO GO AGAIN NOW BYE

/and i played arcade with JJ today!! lol ZY ask u come play u dont want

wow why cant i upload photos on blog .... -.-

Hello
@ 2:45 AM

Monday, July 6, 2009

oh okay, my stomach is damn swirly now and i dont know why. URGH

today is another alien day as usual..

I HAD SCHOOL AT 9:30 HAHAHAHAHAH

and i went to the wrong class LOL

so after i finally found the right class, i sat down and listened to the lecture, seriously felt damn noob.

but math was teaching everything which i was learning just 6mths ago.. problem is.. i forgot alot of shit lol and had to keep refering to the formulae sheet, EH THEY PRINT OUT LIKE EVERY SINGLE FORMULAE LOLOL

so anw, it was pretty boring since they were just talking about algebra but it took me like freaking one hour before i "kai qiao"

had birthday lunch today too for AMANDA!!! happy erm... 15th! LOL

went to OB at night to record the group song and damn... super tiring on the throat..

i had to bloody geng the high note out, seriously screamed my way through

Hello
@ 8:03 AM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

holy crap im so freaking the screwed up man

i realised i can't even sing the chorus of this song in FULL VOICE

DIEEEEEE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdKxrz8tLM8

maybe its just that my throat aint feeling well

Hello
@ 1:36 AM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

okay... one thing u should really do when taking the Night Rider bus... MAKE SURE U ARE TAKING FROM THE RIGHT DIRECTION.. OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT I WAS...

i took from midpoint orchard stop but i have no idea why the bus went back to the FREAKING TERMINAL AT MARINA SQ....?!?!?!?!?

i rmb the bus going past orchard when i took it in the past from esplanade...

life's just too great..

Hello
@ 11:57 AM

Friday, July 3, 2009

alright, just got scolding from boss of OB plus teachers. lol

kinda expected it since never really rehearsed well... now every weekday gotta go back till 19th of this month. chio...

well, now they sorta waked me up.. so i guess ill do well by 19th.. i better..

Hello
@ 11:11 AM

Thursday, July 2, 2009

hopefully everything goes well for rehearsal later.. throat dont die please

Hello
@ 11:30 PM

my head is seriously killing me, like the veins are bursting inside of me or something

Hello
@ 7:59 AM

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

okay.. officially attended my FIRST lecture at SIM today.. was quite okay honestly speaking, i payed attention throughout lolol though i felt like dozing off at times cause it was so cold.

need to bring jacket from day one onwards.

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grrrr... i really hate doing other genres which i don't like.. why can't i just stick to what i like..?????

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