Friday, April 30, 2010
i need to memorize micro econs........... :(
Thursday, April 22, 2010
@ 12:41 PM
finally i'm 18 this year, ain't nothing much to celebrate cause there ain't. maybe at 21..
just trying to get somewhere.. still.. with each step i take, i feel that i carry more hope subconsciously, even though i tell myself in the head to not bother too much about the practical results now.
but what's more important now is that i try to get the best grades i can for my diploma course in SIM. school will officially end on the 30th sept later this year. and after that, i'll be donning that green suit with my trusty "wife" in my hands.
just hope being 18 years old will provide me with more insights.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
@ 10:29 PM
Pray and hope i can get something out of my song submission for YOG'10..
Sunday, January 3, 2010
@ 8:46 AM
i wonder if anyone actually reads this..
Its funny how a person can feel from fine to not fine within a split second.
there's no gradual buildup nor any notification.
talking about 2009 being tough.. i think 2010 is gonna be a killer..
mentally, physically and spiritually..
I need to focus on my goals even clearer now..
no matter how tired i might get, i need to push on..
and i need to make the right choices, but this really leads me to think at times whether i made the right one from the start in the first place..
I think one thing which i learned from 2009, which i feel is the most impt lesson..
and that is that you shouldn't rely on anyone but yourself..
time is what i need, but patience is not a virtue of mine..
and funny how working hard on my part involves me, having to sing to myself, or be in front of the computer most of the time..
maybe i just wished i wasn't alone..
me = no life?
ha... i think i have much more serious problems than that right now..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
@ 7:44 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
@ 11:48 AM
omg thoughts have been flowing into my head again. all involving $$$..
thinking of upgrading my midi-controller keyboard.. need something which is has more functions like a proper pitch wheel for :-* sake and it did be cool if it had some knobs and for real time mixing. :OOOOOO
Gone through a few scenarios and its either i buy this gearbox which is supposedly a "smart" gearbox, allowing real time mixing. about $200?
Buy a new midi-controller! ((:
but definitely need at least 1k since the next keyboard im buying is definitely gonna be a better one.
So in any case.. need to save money as usual.. omg still saving to pay for my speakers -.-
Almost there! short 300! if nothing goes wrong, eoy will be cleared!
BUT THINGS ALWAYS GO WRONG LOL
okay why am i typing so much crap, dont think anyone really cares anyway. i know, for myself to read.
Been listening to too much "Wasted" by GUCCI MANE.
feel like getting wasted..
red wine anyone?
AND last thing of all, i took out my sis's digital drum pad today to attempt to connect it to my iMac for usage/fun/prac. AND IT WORKS!! lol
so maybe now can ask my sis to help me track my drums since she's supposedly been learning how to play at yamaha lol.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
@ 9:51 AM
shit haven't been updating arghh..
okay exams starting tmr, buss comm.. hate it seriously-.-
its like english REVISED thats all..
well, gotta finish up reading accounting and b-stats too over the course of the next erm.. 1week? if i have that long lol
thinking of getting a job for the 1mth dec holis..
but what can i do.. lol
thought of working in an APPLE shop (:
Just enjoying 方大同‘s songs right now *thumbs up*
@ 7:58 AM